What is "planning for the future"?
I spend a lot of time imagining the freer lives people across the diaspora will have if we keep mobilizing and leaning into each other. But often, my dreaming kinda stalls at some point. Some blurry
Outline:
-That thing where you cant think about the future while you're in survival mode
-anti-natalism
-Is it worth it to have children intentionally? imo, not right now. Shit is too crazy.
-Who are we fighting for? Ourselves? Are we only avenging out acnestors and selves? Are we only past and present-ing?
-Sometimes I wonder if I'll one day feel safe enough to think about wanting to have a continuation one day, or support the bringing of a child into this world. but i would have to feel extremely stable and believe the homestead ive built is safe from white domination and will be for decades.